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"Why are they attracted to the Stick?"
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Update Log 10/27/25(MY BIRTHDAY!!!): Hidden Update.
Sooooooo...Uhm.....I may have learned how to make my layout throughout, like, an hour or two then made my career portfolio as a school project. Honestly, it was sooooooooo fun to learn how to make my layout and honestly, I WANNA REMAKE MY WEBSITE NOWWWWWW!!!! I've been using svdgvrl's layout base since I made this(honestly, it's very obvious if u know, y'know) and, erm, I just wanna say that like, I wanna give this more attention when I get to my Semester Break. So, I'll do my school work first before anything else. I also need to finish my Nietzche. graaaahhhhh!! Anyvay, I will now take a rest for a good few minutes hehe....Mmrmrmrmmrmmm logging off!

Update Log 10/14/25(6:28PM-7:55PM): Exams.
Added a new thought, well more so a question called, "Should I go Skinny or stay Fat?". *sigh*...So uhm, tomorrow is our exams and uhm, General Math is like, at the first day of it...I still need to review the lessons to even grasp what I'm up against. Although, they seem easy, my memory always get fuzzy in these trying times. No matter! I shall do my best! For me and for my future!, Double signing off!

Update Log 10/13/25(9:21PM)--10/14/25(6:28PM): Maybe, We are Wrong.
Added several new writings titled, "1939" , and "In Sickness -- We dwell". . The, "In Sick -- We dwell", writing got me intrigued from reading things online. I had used the Columbine High School SHooting as an example to one of my points, then I would have suggested that our mental anguish stems from the people around us, especially from our parents and whatnot. However, as I read more and more, researching while I was revising this writing -- I felt more fascinated to know his motives from what he derived among his tapes and journals. Is this what empathy feels like? It's nice. + I got cut off by my mum last night as I was typing this but anyway.. I found it very fascinating because it evokes such a personal realm to us all that, "Are we all in control or is it by our instinctual hatred and frustration as attention to fulfill us?". We will never know I suppose. Logging off.

Update Log 10/8/25(10:24PM): Dead Inside.
Added a new writng titled, Severed Brain Wire . I'm in somehwat pain and I cannot think straight. Help me. Logging off.

Update Log 10/6/25(9:25PM): A lot of Thoughts...
I am gravely, SO GRAVELY!!!!---Sorry, that I left you guys hanging so much! Many things have happened across the few weeks from school and also Theatre Practice. But today, I have added two new writings; The Telescreen Once and Love Above . A new thought occured as well about Ken Ashcorps' On The Rocks song. It's really good!!! Anyway, I've been really busy in school lately and I haven't been feeling too well for the past few weeks -- Prolly because of the lack of good sleep, which is bad because my thoughts go hay-wire every so minute in the day. Of course, my medication is helping me but I need to help myself too in the process, I just can't let the meds do work without me. Overall, it has been a great few weeks and things have been really cool! Also, I'm planning to eventually revamp the entire look AND mechanics of this website -- Just haven't gotten the time to learn about CSS layout stuff. A fellow user told me that Java is a good coding language to make things more, LIVELY!, So I might use Java for things like that. For now, I just have review the Html and CSS code I know so far and see if I could utilize it in my new, revamped, look of my website right now. So yeah, that's it for now! Thank you for reading and I'm logging off! Have a nice day/night fellow web-user!!!

Update Log 10/1/25(8:54PM): Kicked out!
Added a new writing; Nothing, is what we Believe . It is way beyond my bedtime at this moment but I have to, somewhat, redeem myself into this rabbit hole I have dugged myself. May be it, I have negotiated with my Communications Teacher regarding of my group activity, and she let me do it solo. Big win for me! Albeit, I have to prove myself better than these people that had chosen to replace me for academic value, (Don't worry, I don't have a grudge, it's just that you aren't that resourceful fellow ex-groupmates.), It is a challenge I have lended myself and accepted for the sole reason of: Simple counting! I cannot fathom how idiotic they were when it came to counting. I cannot go on and on about the context so I digress regarding their imbecility. Overall, it has been an Okay day when it came to it, but I assume that only. I don't trust the people around me yet, for they could hunt me down and stake me. Logging off.

Update Log 9/27/25(10:31PM): Pain and Even more Pain.
Added a new writing; Leave Me Alone. It sucks to be so up so late that I was in shear panic at this night. I was having a blast with texting with some new people and it made me alive again before being dragged to the car with my Mum, to escort my cousins... I cannot fathom my own pain right now because of how much excruciating pain I am(I was at Theatre Practice and I cannot stress much about my legs being inexperience to the new form),But y'know what? It's fine. It's whatver. I can walk it off...Just please that it won't be an unnecessary busy day tomorrow. I hate Sundays so much.

Update Log 9/25/25(11:26AM): Double Writings and Long Weekend!!
Added two new writings; Lonesome at Self-isolation and Math Life . Today is my friend's birthday and I gave them 3D models of their ocs as a Teto-styled plushie! Glad they liked it, it made me happy. Speaking of being happy, since currently we striked Signal No. 1 around here where I live, it was officially told that there would be no schools today to tomorrow. So, meaning; No school!! Hoorayy!!! Which means, I can work on my site and learn more about HTML and CSS!! I've been wanting to experiment with the code as of recently, so I could get a grasp of how they work so yeah. That's pretty much it, thank you!

Update Log 9/23/25(8:14PM): Help me!!!
I have added two new things in My Writings and My Thoughts. Hehe-- But besides that!!! I want some advice on how to make this personalized as much as possible!!! Although, Neocities have a lot of links to tutorials and I should REALLY read them and comprehend them on my own....I kinda just want a simplified version?? (Look, I'm dunce as hell but y'know!! I want to learn!!). So, right now, I kinda want to tag my email account; lazyexetab@gmail.com so you could email some advice and I'll check them out after I get back from school tomorrow!! It'd be really appreciated and this is goodbye, Internet!!!

First Note EVER: 9/22/25: You might be wondering what is this? Why is it themed Shimeji? Do I think, it's annoying? Maybe. Although, that's why I'm here! To show you around the place!....Or more so, read what I'm telling you in real time.

Anyway!!! Hope you enjoy this website and explore as you go!!! Thank you!!!

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