Leave Me Alone.

May it be at the expense of my own suffocation? I want to be left alone -- I want to spread my arms and be torned by the divine light. Save me not, I cannot endure my own self, for you can't even do that to me as wel. Was I ever the problem?, or did you ignored it and let the Doctor see me and get better? You hate me, don'tchu? Leave Me be, You only kill me even more in the inside. I can't handle this household anymore -- I abide to your own life yet you ask so much that my body can't even keep up with all such ruckus and chaos. Is this what you want from me? To think dumb and to think for you only? How about me after this, chaotic and nonsensical musical, that will this benefit me? You will LEAVE me, that's for sure yet. Do I look like a child to you still? Even in this dusk of your selfish panic, you striked me than you, did you not? Leave me be. Please. I only ask of God of THIS. Leave, Me, BE.